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放假 當宅女一個 沒什麼大事發生
不過之前0216說要轉學
認識她的朋友都很捨不得
不過還好
現在沒事了 :D


現在 
我真的很矛盾
不懂爲什麽
偶爾突然想哭
偶爾突然想笑
我 瘋了??
我 不懂 :D

或許我真的很討人厭
再怎麼努力都不太能被接受
算了 一切隨緣 :D


偶然的
發現了我的弱點
真覺得自己夠悲哀的
那麼不起眼的東西
竟然是我弱點
真的很哭笑不得 
呵 ~


我會努力的管好自己
但願一切還沒那麼糟糕 :D

只要心中存在著信念，就會越挫越勇，總有一天不再會輕易感到害怕

Chicken Pox !!!

♥ 出水痘 難過死我 T.T

我幾刺激下的

星期日出了水痘還跑去讀書

沒辦法 誰叫我不懂 ╮(╯_╰)╭

堅持了一天 

回家沖涼

發現出的更多

好吧 我認命!! (╯﹏╰）

老爸挺可憐的

要做工

要顧我

辛苦了他  ╮(╯﹏╰）╭

老爸萬歲!!! ~\(≧▽≦)/~

出水痘

要戒口

擺明的是玩野嘛!!!

什麽都不可以吃!!!

討 厭 死 了 !!!! ╭(╯^╰)╮

還有

出在臉是什麽意思嘛你!!

很難看耶你知道嗎?!

烏龜 討厭死你!!! ╭(╯^╰)╮

[我很喜歡這篇文 感覺很像]

记得在很久以前

一上网总是看看你在没在线

一会看一次……

一会看一次……

好像生怕错过了你头像亮了的那一瞬间

看到你上线后就会特别兴奋

好像等着你能对我说些什么

可惜就这么从你上线的一分钟 五分钟 到一个小时

你都没有跟我说过话

我还是经常点开只有你的分组

看着你的头像

从上线

到离开

或者忙碌

最后下线

从白天做到夜里

唯一的乐趣就是看聊天室

看什么?

很简单……是你

偶尔你会给我发一句

所以每句你说的话我都会反复看几遍

以至于现在都能记得你已记不得的点点滴滴

每次不论我在看电影或者逛网站

还是和爸妈在旁边

我都会给你很快回复

就是想告诉你

"我有时间陪你聊天"

哪怕还会因此被爸妈骂

其实真的是很无聊

看电影也没意思

最正确的是——我在等你跟我说话

给你回的每一个字

都是要仔细、斟酌的

生怕回的东西没有了下文

也许那时候…我喜欢你吧?

然后依然重复着很久以前的动作

看你空间

看别人给你的留言

看你的状态

看你签名

看你的介绍……

你有时给我发信息

每次聊的都是那几样

我明白你并不是想和我说话

你只是确实无聊

无聊了才会想起我的存在

突然发现

我很久没有关注过你了

真的不知道为什么

好像就突然有一天

我不再在电脑前坐一天

只为了看你上线下线跟我说句话

我不再半夜你没上线之前

绝不睡觉

我不再把聊天室永远放在线状态

只为了让你看见

我不再因为你跟我说话

就把所有事情都STOP

我不再因为你的几句话

就兴奋的乐逼了

我不再起床睁眼想起你

闭眼睡觉还是你

我不再跟他们聊天又说

那天XXX跟我说了什么什么

我不再忍着不看你空间

怕你知道我在关注你

现在想到就看

虽然很偶尔才会想到了

我不再把历史当新闻

把你和我说过的话跟他们说了好几百遍

也不再因为你上线而上线

因为你下线而下线了……

我也学会长期隐身了

因为对你已经没必要了

真的就是那么突然

细数后

才感觉已经很久

没有在电脑前上盯着你的头像发呆了

你跟我说话

我有事就说有事

没事就说无聊

不愿意跟你逗贫

也不愿意和你扯了

我也终于可以不回你的留言了

懒的回…

就像对其他人一样了

我不喜欢你了

忘了你了

你也不再是是单独的一个分组了

你和七八十个人在一个分组里

现在我已经可以从上线到睡觉

不再看你一眼

有对时间产生变化的一点点小总结

并不是我没心没肺忘得快

有那么句话：

"爱的深、伤的也深"

当初你能让我对你死心塌地死去活来的

现在看看…

其实也只是我青春期里

犯无数个小错误中的一个罢了

从开始到现在

充其量是个喜欢而已

好多人都在苦苦追寻如何能忘了一个人

而我必须承认忘记和时间是有关系的

哪怕没忘干净

但仔细想想

经过时间这么一折腾

即使还爱

也不像当初天天哭了

我是怎么忘了的?

不知道

像我说：

"不好意思

巧克力吃完了"

"不好意思

我就是这么忘了你的"

情人節 ♥

♥ 14.02.2011

情人節，沒什麼不一樣
嗯 15年的單身 習慣就好 =]

恢復了以往的生活
快速的痊愈讓我覺得我沒愛過
或許 真的美愛過吧 就只是單純的曖昧而已 =]
我只能確定一件事 我討厭你了 不懂爲什麽 =.=
現在 對我來說 你只是個網友 更只是個陌生人 =]

還有 今年我還提早收到了情人節禮物
嗯 是我那親愛的校長送的 > 考試
真的咯 我是TMD鬱悶到 .. #@$%^&
真想罵一句 : 這鬼屁爛學校 我大發!!:@

最近 薔薇的靈感跑光光了
真的 超害怕的說
真的 我不想放棄這篇小說!!
努力 努力 再努力 加油!!=]

Ms.Jie :

No Novel No Life!

No Music No Life!

No Friend No Life!

No FACEBOOK No Life! 

好吧
我承認
最近我刺激過度了 xD

我大了一歲 ♥

♥ 劈裡啪啦 鞭炮聲不斷在耳際徘徊 歡迎兔年的來臨 ♥


我說！
我大啦！
也老了！=-=


話說..
有些朋友說我改變了
變好了一些
但 還是還有地方要改善


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我這嘴巴和壞脾氣讓很多人討厭我


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我知道你們還沒真心接受我這朋友


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我還是那麼的缺錢


嗯 好吧 我承認 
到目前為止 我還是那麼的霸道


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我還是那麼的小氣


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我話還是那麼的直/毒 =-=


嗯 好吧 我承認
到目前為止 我成績還是那麼爛


嗯 好吧 我答應
從今以後 我要努力改善我的缺點


所以 同學朋友
試著接受我這女孩好嘛?? =]

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你們 試著接受我這朋友 好么??

我 是發自內心的要求的

看到了 給我個答案吧

今年3B的同學

你們 也試試下 可以不??

=]

去年2C的朋友

你們 願意接受我這朋友不?? 

嗯 希望你們會看到 =]

96年畢業的SJK(C)Chong Hwa的小學同學

你們 也嘗試下接受我這脾氣壞到不行的朋友吧 可以嗎??

=]

韓仒姐妹

嗯 我退出是事實

但相信我

家族永遠不會解散！

人家說

舊的不去新的不來 *比喻比喻 ><

像他們那些說話不經大腦的小P孩

講話有點 “巫婆” 的人 

又不安好心的留在家族也沒用

早滾早好不是嗎?? =]

不要介意他們說什麽廢話

那些人 最好無視 xD

還有

有什麽事就向姐妹坦白 *雖然我不懂你們有沒有埋怨

這樣外人就不會有機可乘了不是嗎?? =]

韓仒的 永遠是一條心 永不解散

OH YEAH!!! ^^V

戀雨姐妹

嗯 雖然不懂你們當我是不是姐妹

但我還是那句

戀雨姐妹 一家親 ♥

你們要開心哦 ♥ Always Happy 

期待著 家族成立的一周年 10.10.11 ♥ ^^V

In My Life - Nothinq Is Forever ♥

煩惱！

最近心情真的好差 差透了！
 
我真的很討厭這樣的我
 
那麼的懦弱
 
那麼的悲哀
 
那麼的自憐
 
那麼的無助
 
那麼的 無能為力！！

 

某人對你  
我心還是會痛 
偶爾 
還是會不自主的去你主頁瀏覽 
信我 
我在習慣著現在的生活 
你 可以快樂更可以幸福

原来··

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是我自己造就了自己的悲哀
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是我自己造就了自己的伤痛
原来
是我的愚蠢造就了现在的我
原来
一切全都是你们给我的假象
原来
我是一个没人会在乎的女孩
原来
最近的我变成了一个爱哭鬼
原来
现在的一切根本不会属于我

原来
我注定了一个人
注定陪伴着寂寞
注定陪伴着孤独
注定陪伴着悲哀


原来
我是一个会心痛的恶魔

原来
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但是
不没资格去责怪谁
因为
是我自己的错
不是吗???

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